Then last night I had a dream and I was in this park maybe, it’s sunny with green trees and grass, it was gorgeous and someone to my left that I couldn’t see asked if I would like to see my dad and my stepfather who passed away over a decade ago was standing there looking like a younger version of himself, black hair, tan, wearing the same old man bill blass shirts and old man glasses smiling from ear to ear and again I got the purest, truest most loving hug and he said he loved me then my husband woke me up.I told my mom today if my deceased aunt and other grandma (who again just passed away within the last 2 years) knocked on my front door to take me with them I wouldn’t be surprised.then, for some reason the trains were wobbling off the tram line onto the edge where they fell onto the side.
I just want to share and experience I had a couple years ago.
These last few years I’ve lost so many people I love, guess that happens when you get older but I’m only in my 30’s. If they thought this would give me closure I’m afraid it didn’t work, I’m wanting more time with them, more hugs, more I love you’s……. I want to be able to function for a whole day without crying and pain of regret…I want my daddy again he wasn’t always the best but he was to me, one of those I can complain but I’ll be damned if anyone else says a cross word about him, I just wish I could do it over and fix it Reply Two weeks after Grandma died, I dreamt that my mom walked into my apartment and behind her was my grandma. I turned around and my grandma was in the backseat.
Again, I was scared because these dreams were so lifelike.
later on finding out my dads one had fell even though he was alright. next i remember him being what looked like one of his old houses, which he said was his favourite, but he looked very depressed and unhappy.
i remember the trainline he was on was virgin, and when he was around his internet provider was virgin, his mobile and so on. he looked a bit hunched over and looked slightly older and stubbly and he in himself looked a bit deteriorated. i remember going or seeing the charity shop the british heart foundation, which he had died from a heart condition due to sepsis and also had strokes in the brain.